At least that is what he rationalized to himself.Ī few times in his distant and recent past he did some things where his dark fantasies would intrude on some other people's lives that when caught, did cause him embarrassment. He didn't want to share it, as if it was some treasure or prize meant only for him. He rationalized he wasn't actually ashamed of his own secret - he was just selfish about it. He knew everyone had their own dark sexual fantasy that if told to others might look weird or depraved. Others might view those fantasies as dark and maybe extreme. Or if a handsome straight young jock was similarly tied spread-eagle naked on a football field while being manhandled by thousands of spectators who would force him to shoot his load over and over.
His fantasies could include those things too - if the beautiful movie star was a young handsome straight young male - Robert Pattinson or Liam Hemsworth or Chris Evans or Andrew Garfield perhaps - who was tied down, stripped naked and forced to cum against his will. It was what some might consider a unusual sexual fantasy, not your garden variety day dreaming of fucking a beautiful movie star or having sex on a football field. Noah believed that he was all those things - but he did keep some dark secrets from everyone else he knew or came in contact with. He was to his co-workers, family and anyone else in the outside world a young man who appeared to be happy, successful and entirely normal - your average young 30 year old guy. The rest of him was average - average in height at 5 feet 10 inches, average in shoe size (9-1/2) and average in weight for his height and frame at 165 lbs. Even his dick and balls were average in size (6-1/2 inches hard and cut like most other American males, with walnut sized testicles held together by a tight scrotum bag). His build was not fat but not muscled either - naturally toned but average. But nothing extraordinary about his looks.
The face staring back at Noah from the computer blank screen warming up before it showed the login screen, showed a reflection of an average looking face with a full head of dark brown hair that he knew some said was cute. Instead, after a quick change into a t-shirt and basketball shorts, Noah went into his study and got on his computer, opening the box of his take-out dinner and sipping on a beer, as he did every night work. Picking the order up he would race his SUV, as he did every day from work, to his second floor apartment just a few miles away with growing excitement as if the Super Bowl was on or he had a hot date waiting.
Like clock work the 30 year old accountant would rush out to his car, stopping by the same nearby restaurant for a take-out dinner order that he always called in ahead. It never bothered him either way which had more to do with his single minded obsession.
Noah never paid any attention to those friendly speculations of his private life. Several women in the office who were attracted to Noah wondered if he was seeing someone, always assuming it was a female and never suspecting that he was gay. He never said why and brushed off friendly inquiries from his co-workers who just shrugged off his behavior as a personal quirk. For the past year he was always in a hurry to leave. Well liked by his co-workers, none of them were bothered by his abrupt manner at the end of the work day.
Noah, as he always did at the end of his workday for the past several months, made his quick friendly pro forma goodbyes to co-workers without stopping, as if he were late to an appointment. I appreciate any comments on this story on the site to help keep me going to write more! Thanks - Eric Lane 1 - NOAH' S OBSESSION I will also be posting several other new stories (that I began writing many years ago but am now finishing).
I wrote three of those stories - which is why this story, focusing on a new person named Curt, is "Part 4".
The "Straight and Bound" part of the title of this story refers to a series of previous stories - written and posted back in the 1990's and early 2000's. This is the first story I posted on the web (2014) in about 10 years! Due to large size of this story (one of the longest I have written), I will be posting separating (fairly immediately) the other chapters and conclusion - which I have already written. Written March 2014 Can reproduce without permission if full author credit is given. (You must be logged in to rate this story.) A straight Adonis seems destined to be abducted by someone in the hot opening chapters to Eric Lane's latest story.